Assignment 24- Taylor Hodges

Junior year has been nothing but absolute hell. My schedule was the worst thing I could've done to myself and I regret it soooo much. This year, I have failed more than I would like to admit. The biggest L that I took was deciding to take AP Chemistry. Why in the world would I do that to myself. I thought it would be like first year chemistry- I was completely wrong. By far the hardest class I have ever taken. I have learned to know what I'm capable of, and choose my classes by that. I am not capable of AP Chemistry. I never will be. I took a risk this year by putting myself out there more. I hate talking to new people and I wanted to change that this year. It was the best decision I've made all year. Ive met so many new people and I couldn't be happier with it.
I can't wait for this summer. Well, I can't wait for the end of June because the first 2 weeks I get to take summer gym. I should've taken it earlier, but oh well. This is going to be one of the better summers I've had. In the middle of July, my father and I go to Florida with his girlfriends family, and this year he's proposing so I'm very excited. It'll be a little weird, but I'm happy and I love Florida so its a win-win. Then at the end of July, my cousin is getting married and I get to be a bridesmaid, so I'm also excited for that.
For senior year, I'm going to wing it. I already don't want to be in school and I know it's just going to get worse. I need to figure out a way to keep myself motivated to do the work and show up. I have no clue how I'm going to do that, but I'll figure something out. I hope. I also want to get into college. I don't know which one, but I'd like to get in to one of them.