Anakin Reese Conn Assignment 24

The more I go to school, the more I feel, and realize that every year is the same, but I forget this concept at the beginning of every year.  I still have misplaced faith that the next year will be different in structure, but it never is.  That is my main failure.  My success this year is little, but it involves my participation in the AP tests.  I can't think of anything else I've explicitly done well this year, everything seems to happen without any kind of effort put into it.  The whole year has felt like a dream, in the way that every effort is weaker in dreams, you can't break the table in your dream, or open the door like you intend to.  Despite your wasted efforts after failing to make a change in the dream, you often forget the whole dream, making the whole assortment of failures forgotten, much like how I remember this year, a collection of failures that I can't hope to count, as I have forgotten most of them already.  I can't say what I am doing in the summer, but I plan to treat senior year differently than previous years, instead of expecting new years to treat me differently.  Don't be concerned about my summer, yours is objectively more valuable than mine, and whatever value my summer holds will be wasted by me in due time.